ON HIATUS. asexual as fuck, feminist, scientist. 25 year old person pretending to be a functional adult with a professional job. Stucky trash, bunnies, cats, and whatever else comes along. Occasional frank talk of eating disorder recovery and depression.

I’m sure a lot of folks have noticed that I haven’t updated in…over a month? I don’t even know anymore. But if you’ve stuck around well I appreciate the hell out of you.

I’ve been dealing with another bout of some pretty bad depression and I honestly just haven’t had the energy to get on here and interact with people and fandoms, even though I do miss it. I wish I could say when that might be again, but for now I guess consider me as on hiatus/been on hiatus? I may check in on occasion, but the odds of that are fairly low.

If you feel like unfollowing me, hey I completely understand and you are more than welcome to. And if you start following me while I’m out or have started following me, then I ask you be patient with me until I’m back. It’ll happen eventually and hopefully with as much gusto as before.

Your best friend is nowhere near as cool and awesome and caring as my best friend. Your’s truly is a bit…scattered, shall we say? Which is a not so good thing when you have to take daily pills and tend to forget to eat (or purposefully skip depending on how bad my eating disorder urges are that particular day).

So @theonlyredcar went out of her way to record some custom sassy alarm tones for me :D They’re utterly fantastic and I’m going to change my medication reminder tone asap!

agent-jaselin:

merlin-bunny:

azaleecalypso:

callie-quite-contrary:

skidar:

kyogre-blue:

overlycaffeinateddreamer:

faun-songs:

knightarcana:

deamortis66:

IM LAUGHING SO HARD I DIDNT THINK SEXUAL DESIRE WAS A REAL THING LIKE I ALWAYS SAW PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT HOW THEY WANTED SEX BUT I THOUGHT THEY WERE JOKING OR EXAGGERATING OR SOMETHING THATS WHY IT WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO REALIZE I WAS ACE BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WENT WITHOUT SAYING SEX ISNT THAT IMPORTANT IM 19 YEARS OLD I CANT STOP LAUGHING LITERALLY 99% OF THE POPULATION EXPERIENCES SEXUAL DESIRE AND I THOUGHT IT WAS A JOKE

This is pretty much the definition of being an ace person, tbh, and I’m so glad.

#I thought it was an exaggeration for literal years (via sonickitty)

this is literally the #that sounds fake but okay meme im dying

#ME#I THOUGHT SEXUAL ATTRACTION WAS RARE#AKA#HOW TO FIND OUT YOU’RE DEMI (via @miseryauthoress)

Honestly, every single cheating plotline never made sense because “but why do you have to have sex with them? just don’t??”

^^^^ Every single cheating plot line ever I was like: What is so hard about keeping your pants on what is your problem??

…do you have any idea how hard it is to do literary criticism that will get published when your reaction to at least 75% of character motivations is this makes no sense whatsoever why do they even care

When people ask you why you don’t date someone just to try, and when you answer that well you’re not interested in that person, they explain that usually you don’t like the person at first, but you might fall in love after having dated a little while

and you’re just?????? but what?????????? is the point of dating someone if you don’t like them?????????????? 

what do you mean the point is making out and sex????????? why would i want to do that with someone i don’t already like?????????

I have literally experienced all of these.

When I was younger I used to think I would just, randomly start being attracted to people? And than it never happened and I was just like, well people must be over exaggerating when they sex is a temptation than.

(via lesbuchanan)

Wait in what interview did he admit having a crush on scar the lion?

lesbuchanan:

This one (Seb’s part is at around 20:30). He didn’t outright say he had a crush on him but he did describe him as seductive so

If you’re avoiding spoilers, don’t read the comments-some guy was posting a few spoilers and they might be minor but when you’re avoiding any and all, it’s a surprise to read them.